Update.

Hey everyone. Just thought i would give y'all an update. I got my tonsils out yesterday I'm still in pain. My Bf was there even though we had a Huge fight the night before, The first thing he said when he came in the room was "I may be a douche I maybe anything else in the whole world but I'm not gonna leave you here alone to be scared" lol So that made me happy that he was there. He actually told me he started crying because I looked so helpless and weak and tired. He had never seen me like that before and Not been able to do anything about it. I told him that "ya never know it maybe a blessing in disguise Maybe its god telling us that there is more important things going on right now that we need to be focusing on." that's my opinion on it i mean i may be wrong but that's just what i think. Well I am taking meds for the pain but i cant have Ice cream till friday. Only ice pops and Jello and some luke warm and cold soft things

I will be keeping y'all posted.
I love you all

God bless
~Alisa

Back again

Hey everyone. I first wanted to thank you all for your prayers and thank you for sticking by my side even though I have been a HORRIBLE blogger for a while now. I kinda strayed from my path these last couple of months which is why I haven't been on and blogging like I used to. I am getting back to were I was before now. and I'm very happy to see that you guys haven't forgotten or given up on me. I also wanted to ask for you guys to do some more praying for me. I am Currently looking for a job and haven't had any luck yet. I'm not stressing about it because I know that with Gods guidance and love I will end up in the place that I'm meant to be. I am very happy to be back I have missed you guys so much. And again I am very thankful and touched that you have all stayed and prayed (Rhyme Not intentional LOL) for me even when I wasn't present to appreciate them. Thank you all so much. I love you all. Other then that everything has been crazy around here I took my practice GED and past everything BUT my math. Which sucked. I was so upset. So I'm still in the classes doing the math on my own..(Witch I don't understand what the point in going to the class to do something I can do at home But oh well) I lost a good friend to me earlier these last couple of months and he hasn't spoken to me and when I tried to make contact with him he sent his girlfriend to tell me he didn't want to talk to me anymore. I don't know what to do with that. My birthday Is coming up quick and I will officially be 18. On top of that Me and My boyfriend will be together for 2 years as of January 19Th so That's REALLY exciting. Lol Well enough about my life lol how have you all been? Again I'm sorry for being Such an awful blogger.

I love you all

God Bless
~Alisa

Back for an update

Hey everyone i know i aint wrote in a while but just been sooo busy. good news though. me and cj got back togeather and im so happy im on my last 2 days of my ged class hopefully. i cant wait to finish. planning on going to collage afterwards still not sure. whatever god has in store for me is what i will do. please keep me in your prayers thank you all for following me even though im such a horrable blogger lol. I love you all.

Hey

Hey everyone I kno I aint wrote in a while Im starting to get really bad about that now. But anyway Everything is getting better over here and its been really busy. Im going to try to write more often cuz i miss you all so much. please keep me in your prayers. I love you all thats all i can post for now. Be back as soon as I can be lol

Love you all

~Alisa

Check it out

hey guys Check out the new blog dat I set up. Its called Poems by Bella and Tabby. Long story but go check them out and let me know what u think. I wrote them all. Nd would love ur opinion of them just go here http://tabbybellapoems.blogspot.com/ and please follow and comment. will be posting more poems soon

Check it out!

Hey guys Check out my latest blog. Its just were I post poems that I have written. I will post new ones as they come. Let me know what you think. Thanks 4 that support

Love yall

~Alisa

This is the link
http://bellatabbypoems.blogspot.com/

Hope you enjoy them.

And Ka Bloom

Well Last Night couldnt have gone any better. Me and CJ are offically Broken up and there is no chance of us gettin back togeather, I guess this is what God wanted but I had 2 of my best friends here to help me through it though it is still hard Its getting easier. I dont know where I would be without them. I know I havent really had the chance to get on here and all but I am tring to keep you all as up to date as possible but its kinda hard to find a computer to use right now. Im over here at my besties house hangin with her and Waiting for my friend mark to txt me back I dont know what to do anymore. I love haveing such great friends I love you all

Be back as soon as possible

All my Love and God bless

~Alisa

SHEEEEEEE'S BAAAAAACCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!

Hey Everybody I am Back and So happy to be. I Have missed you all like Crazy! I have been keeping busy, What with hanging out with My new Best friend and All the Drama between me and CJ, Its been really busy over here! So How has everyone been? It has been crazy over here like I said. I Have a Favor to ask you all. Please Pray for me I am so confused right now. I still Care about CJ and he is going through some tough times right now but I also Really care about this Guy that I have been hanging out with all week, Only problem with him is the fact that he is taken and he doesn't want to hurt either one of us. I don't know what to do. I told him all I want is for him to be happy but its still hard. Ya know what I mean? I just don't know what to do he trusts me completely because He has told me a secrete that he hasn't even told his girlfriend the only people that know about it besides me are his family. I trust him completely and I really care about him. His family likes me, mine like him and he treats me really good. I care about him alot. But I really care about CJ alot to I just don't know what to do anymore, Please be praying that God will do what he thinks is best for me. And Again I am soo happy to be back I have missed you guys like crazy!!! Oh and Prism I haven't had the time to send that book yet but I will be doing that tomorrow, I haven't forgotten about you lol.

I love you all

God Bless
~Alisa

Be away for awhile

I have been temporarily banned from my mom's computer.Will explain more when I get back.Please don't go anywhere,I will miss you all.Please continue to pray for me.I will be back asap(depends how long until Mom decides to let me back on)


Love you All

God Bless

~Alisa

Winner!!!

The winner for the giveaway is Prism!Prism,please send me your address so I can get the book right out to you.Congratulations!And thank you to everyone who entered:)

Decisions

Uggg!! Has anyone ever had someone that claimed to love you act as if you would only follow their opinion even if it meant that you dropped your own? Has anyone ever tried to stand up for what you think is the right way for you only to have that other person throw a fit and tell you why what you think is wrong? OK now how many of those people HONESTLY Know that you love this other person and always followed what they thought until you finally got tired of this other person always putting you down, Especially, when it comes to something only YOU can decide? I Hate it when they do that. If its only something that you can decide why do other people always think that they have a right or say so in what you do? It doesn't matter if its someone you love or not. The only person that I can think of that is aloud a say so in what happens in our life is God,our parents too until we move out and have a family of our own, If its only something you can decide why let someone else, Weather you love them or not, make all your decisions for you. Its not their life so why do we treat them as if it matters what they think if it doesn't? Honestly what I think is that when we do something and we start to do better then someone else, We accomplish something someone else cant, It makes them feel Inferior and they think that they can slow you down by trying to take control of the situation and it will stop you from do what you think is right. The Truth is that the only thing they are doing is hurting you and themselves. I wish that he would understand that and just quite trying to control me. I know what I'm doing and if I dint then let me make my own mistakes, let me learn from them and just be there for me when it doesn't work out.I wish that he could see how much he is hurting me when he tries to take control and I wish that he would just be my boyfriend instead of acting like my Dad I have one of those already. I just want him there to love me and support me. Does anyone have an suggestions how how I can get him to see how I am feeling and how he is acting? Please comment and let me know, I could really use the help.

Thank you all for listening and being here for me.

God Bless

Alisa

P.S. The giveaway ends tonight at 11 so be sure to get your last minuet entry's in. The winner will be announce tomorrow

Tomorrow Is The Last Day!

OK Tomorrow is the last day to enter the Giveaway. The winner will be announced on Saturday. So tell your friends and make sure to enter yourself. I also wanted to tell you all that when you follow the blog its 1 entry and then you get another entry when you post a comment with your favorite summer memory and then you have one last entry when you tell about it on your blog. Good luck to you all.

God Bless,
~Alisa





I Belive! Do You?

Hey

Hey Guys I know that I havent written in a while I have been busy with school and stuff with my boyfriend so I havent had alot of time to get on here and post. I am trying to post more. I love you gys so much and I dont like that I cant post as often as I would like to. But let me catch you up to speed. Sunday I went over to My Boyfriends house and hung out all day. I then on monday got up and did everything that I was sapposed to. Yesterday My Wonderful Boyfriend took me to my GED class. My friend wasnt there agian im starting to get worried about him. please be praying and I will be back with more info soon. Love you all

God bless

~Alisa

My Insperation!

This Picture Inspires me everytime I see it because It shows me what true love really is. It shows me that No matter what happens God Can Do anything. He has kept me and My BF togeather for 1 year and 6 months and has helped us through alot of REALLY tough times. I am So thankful that I have him and The Lord and Its My insperation everyday! I Love My Boyfriend So much and he will Always be my Insperation to do whats right!!

SWEET UPDATE!!!

Well as you can all see I have updated my blog template yet again I think that Im satisfied with it for now. So it wont be changed again. I also wanted to tell you all about the wonderful surprise I got today. Me and my boyfriend had been in an argument last night and I thought we had broke up. Well I got an offer to go to the river with my neighbors today, but when I called to ask my mom if it was ok she said no because today just wasnt a good day. I figured God didnt want me to go to the river today for some reason...and I was right. Because not but a few hours after that, the neighbors still werent home, and my boyfriend showed up without me expecting it. Well when he showed up and I went out to his car he told me to get in because he wanted to talk to me. When I got in he told me that he felt like crap for everything that was said and done yesterday so he came to apologize and here is the kicker. He said that he remembered that I had been craving a milkshake from McDonalds so he handed me the cup and sure enough it was the chocolate milkshat that I had been craving so I though that It was really sweet. I am so happy I stayed home because I wouldnt have gotten to see him today. I am so glad that God has helped me through everything and Im glad that he helped both me and CJ talk thrugh our problems and Now everything is calm again. Im So Happy!! And you know what else?

I LOVE MY DADDY!!!!!!

I also Thank you all who Followed my blog today thanks to you all I Now Have 7 followers Keep it up you guys and Thank you All So much!!!

God Bless

~Alisa

P.S. That Giveaway is still active so Keep telling your friends. Thank you All Again
I LOVE YOU GUYS

GIVEAWAY TIME!!!!

Hey Everyone here is the Giveaway I promised you. Its a Book that I have read and it really has helped me Alot.

"Arm Yourself Against The Enemys Schemes"

By Beth Moore.

This has really opened my eyes to what the Devil Is trying to do to all of us. I hope that it does the same for whoever wins this giveaway.

In order to enter:

• You MUST be a follower of this blog
• Leave me a comment telling me What your favorite Childhood summer memeorie is.
• for 1 extra entry post about this giveaway on your blog and leave the link in a seperate comment.

The Giveaway ends Next Friday, July 16th, at 11pm and the winner will be announced on Saturday.

God Bless you all

~Alisa

God's Will Be Done

Going to My GED class at 5 like usual They say that I can possibly take and Pass the test sometime in september. so till then its Study, study, and more studying. YAY!! lol I will be back on later with Details.. All my love to you all. A Giveaway is coming soon. I havent forgotten. Can't wait to come back. Also God has had me Coming closer and closer to him Just finished the Book of John Going onto read the book Of Revalation. So All my prayers for God to bless everything that I am going to read so that I remeber it. I thank you all who follow my blog and I really apperciate it. your all wonderful people.

God Bless you all

~Alisa

A Friends Giveaway

Hey everyone My friend Jenna Is having a Giveaway at her blog Where The Heart Remains. She is giving away the most adorable things. You shoudl all go Check it out. http://Wheretheheartremains.blogspot.com

She has some AMAZING stuff.

God Bless

~Alisa

Update

Ok Well Yesterday Was an awesome Day. I woke up and Started cleaning. Something I usually dont do lol but After I got done cleaning I came and got on the computer but wasnt able to be on for long. i had to get off Because my ride got here to take me to My GED class. Found out the scores for my practice test. Reading I Got a 603, My Math Compu., That Was with the Calculator I think, I Got a 442 in order to pass I need to make a 566 as well as with the applpied math, With that I got a 551 So Im doing really good so far The teacher said I should be able to take ad Pass the test Sometime in september of this year. So Im going to be praying for that. I Also Need you guys to pray. Me and CJ are going through a Tough time right now and I think he is going to end up breaking up with me. Im really scared. but if Its in God's Will for it to be done then so be it. that is what I am aiming for. For Not mine but for his will to be done in every aspect of my life. I am going to need ALOT of support from God and My friends If he does leave because I really do care about him. So everyone please pray about that. Thank you all for all your love and support so far. And I love you all

God Bless

~Alisa

Tuesday

Hey Everyone Had an Awesome day but dont have the time to explain it all right now Ill be back tomarrow with the Details and Everything. I love you all and Miss everyone so much. I will try to post more. Please bear with me.

God Bless

~Alisa

Happy 4th

Well I finally Got the new template up after like FOREVER. mom and dad are arguing again. please be praying have to get off now. Be back as soon as I can,
Love you all

God Bless you

~Alisa

PS. Happy 4th of july everyone.

12:26pm

Went to my GED class today it was really long and I am actually learning something. lol I am having so much fun. I have made a new friend who said that he would protect me like a brother as long as I was around him. I thought that was cool. He is alot of fun to be around. I am having more and more problems with CJ I hope it gets worked out tomarrow when we spend some time togeather. Please be praying for me. I love you all and I am so greatful to everyone. I am almost done with reading this book and will be having the giveaway Really soon. Keep up and be lookin for the opertunity. Hope you all like the new updates I have. comment and let me know. Also 5th sunday sing is coming up fast please keep praying for me with that. Thank you all again

God bless you all

~Alisa

5th Sunday Sing Upate!

Well as I have told you all already I signed up for the 5th Sunday sing that is going on at my church sometime in August. I didnt have a song picked out till like just yesterday and the song that I am going to be singing is. Free to be me By:Francesca Battistelli. Its an AMAZING song and from what The lady who is running it says she thinks that it fits my personality very well. I am so excited to be doing it. I honestly was thinkin about that song to do in the beginning but I thought twice about it and changed my mind, Then when the lady brought it back up saying that it sounds like me to her I figured, "this is the song God wants me to do apperintly." I have also been improving in The contentment and have been doing so good. Unfortinatly me and my BF are having problems because the stuff in the past keeps comin back up in his head and he can't realx so I am just going to pray and leave it to God. Maybe there is a reason this is happening I Just know that I love CJ and I dont want him to go anywhere. Anyway, in other News...(Wow I just sounded like a reporter lol) I have been keeping up with reading My bible and Studying more and more. There are several book that I am reading right now that I am learning from. Oh also I wanted to inform you all that (I dont know when yet) but Im haveing a giveaway Sometime soon. I will let you know when I am going to do it as soon as i figure that out. But anyway I want to thank you all for your support and your prayers and Just thank you for being my friends. Please continue to tell others about my blog and see if you can't get them to follow. I really need more followers if I am going to make this work lol. Anyways thank you again and I will post again as soon as I can.

God Bless you

~Alisa

10:45 Pm

Well Today All I really did was Bible study. I actually sat down and Read the bible and just did that all day. I got up from it to eat do chores and I got on the computer only once today. Im so proud of myself cuz normally im on it like 5 times a day. But today all my focus was on God and spending time with him. I Love him so much and am so glad I have him in my life now. i want to ask everyone to please pray for me. I want to be content with what I have and I have always sucked with contentment. I just Ask that everyone be praying for God to give me that contenment with Both him and Cj and everything that I have going on in my life right now. thank you all for all your help and please again I ask that you all tell your friends about my blog and have them come follow it. I am in some need for more followers. I have been praying and Am so happy becaus I just got a new follower today and Im so happy. thank you Ginger For following my blog and You too brooklyn. Thank you so much and I love you all. I will be praying for ya'll May God be with you in everything you do.

God Bless you all
~Alisa

PS. Also please pray for me about the 5th Sunday sing that I signed up for. I am Normally not good in crowds but I asked God and he told me to sign up. He also helped me see that im not doing it for the people in the church im doing it for Him and to help spred his Glory. thank you all

Without Walls Ministry!

Well I got back from Ministering to the little kids today and it really was such a blessing to be able to go and spend that time with them. I left with Mrs. Eva (a lady from my church), John Risher, And Jon (I keep forgetting his last name lol) We had a lot of fun. we got to the church in Charleston at 9:00 and then we split into our groups. I went to Back of the green (Neighborhood) and spent time with the kids. Little Nakaza Remembered me as well as Paris. The first thing they both said when they saw me was, "I want to get on your back" It was soo cute. They all had a good time and enjoyed the hot dogs and other things we brought them. I could feel the hand of the lord working today. Not only did we make those kids day and help their parents but we also made a few friends along the way. I was soo blessed to be able to go today. The devil tried to interfer by making us run a little behind and keep me from going but I had God on my side and everything turned out Great. I Thank the lord for the time I had today to spend more time with the kids and for helping me to get to know someone from my church that I didnt really know that well or talk to during church let alone outside of it. Now I have a new friend and I am very thankful for that oppertunity. Also I was sitting down on the couch a few minutes ago and was in the mood to write but I didnt know what to write about. The lord came in and Is now putting it on my heart to share it with all of you. I hope you enjoy it Its something I had asked the lord to Give me some insperation and I just started writeing without thinking about it till after it was all down on paper.


This is What I wrote. Let me know what you think please.

"Jesus has made a major impact on my life. He has helped me as well as sent me someone to love me and stand by me no matter what. He has shown me what real love feels like and how great it can be when you spred his love to others, What a huge difference it makes in other peoples lifes as well as my own. When I talk to these peopleI can feel the love of christ there and feel like I have friends who see it from my point of view as well as God's. I may have Streyed from the path in the beginning but now that I have him in my life I know that anything is possible and that with him I have nothing to be scared of. Yea I know that i'm going to fall short a lot more in my life as I walk the path he has set for me but I also know that I will have him to help pick me back up as long as I repent and truely mean it. He will always help me get back on track. So My advice to those of you thinking that there is no hope for you. Look twards God and ask for forgiveness and for him to work within your heart and he will always take care of you. All you have to do is ask. Call to him and he will answer everytime. It may not be what you want to hear or when you want to hear it but he will ALWAYS answer."

Well thats what the lord inspired me to write earlier please tell me what you think. Thank you again to all that read and/or follow my blog. I Thank God everyday for you guys.

God Bless you

~Alisa

Thank God!

Today was a long day but i had fun. I cleaned a little bit around the house and Got to talk to my Boyfriend. I am very happy about that he might not have work tomarow but we dont know just yet, Im going to Charleston tomarrow to minister to the little kids I visited a couple of weeks ago and just spend some time with them. I love the kids so much they are so sweet and are really a blessing from God, I am so thankful that he sent me there that day to meet them or else I would still be the same person I was before. I am Also very glad things are going so well with my Boyfriend and me. I love him so much and I thank God for him everyday. Thank you all who follow my blog and who at least read it. I am Eternally Greatful for all of your support. I will have an update posted when I get home tomarrow night,

Thanks again and God bless you all

~Alisa

Oh and please pray that my Friend recovers she was in a horrible Car accident the other night and she is going through some very scared feeling right now. She wasnt wearing a seat belt and should have died that night but thankfully the lord was with her and Protected her. I thank him for it Eternally as well.

Today I..........

Well I got to spend some time with My Boyfriend today. It was alot of fun. I am soo thankful that God gave me that time to spend with him. I am hoping to get more time in this weekend and after he gets what he needs done. His family doesnt really like me all that much but honestly I have come to learn they may NEVER except me into the family but as long as I have him I will always be happy. I dont care that his family doesnt like me anymore. Its not a problem for me anymore honestly. I am just happy i have him right now. Some day I plan to be his wife and I will be one of the happiest girls in the world. We have decided that we are going to center our relationship around God now were we werent before. And so far it has worked out extreamly well. yea we have had some problems but with God's help we have over come it all. I am soo happy that he loves me and am so glad that we have God on our side. The Devil Can try to mess with us now but He can't touch us with God at our side. Thank you all for reading I am really Greatful to all of you. Again Thank you and God bless everone of you.

I will wrote again soon.

~Alisa

Thanks

Hey everyone Im Back again. I have been sooo busy. I Have been having some problems recently and kinda sorta just got over a few of them. But more started today. oh well guess ya can't get away from problems for to long. I jsut found out yesterday what I was hoping for So im happy about that. I have an awesome boyfriend and he helped me through the issues I was going through. I love him so much. I might possably be engaged I dont have the ring or anything yet but I really love him and would love him to be my husband in the furture. I can't wait till our anniversary. I am soo excited about it. I want to thank all of you For following even though I kinda suck at being up to date with this thing. Oh well I have to go now but ill be back on tomarrow or whenever i get the chance to. Thank you.

Oh and please tell your friends about my blog I need more follower's Thank you!

~Alisa

Back again!!!

Ok well I just looked and noticed, Besides the Info about the giveaway I havent been on here in FOREVER so I figured I would get you up to date, My BF of 1 year and 5 months got into the Navy and ended up having to come home by docters orders, Well he gets home and his mom Made him get a job so he is signing for that tomarrow. NOW she is trying to get him to find a place of his own to go by (was sapposed to be friday but got moved) tomarrow. so I dont know how that is going to be going. Please Prey Also I would like you to prey for me. I really dont want to go into detail about it. But please prey for me I am soo scared. Thank you everyone who has been putting up with me. And I will try to post more often. Thank you.

~Alisa

BTW This is My BF He doesnt think he is cute even though i have told him countless times he is what do you think.

Giveaway

Hey guys Brooklyn is haveing a Giveaway at Step by step The Prize is a teen Devotional Book. Go ahead and Sign up.

Thanks Brooklyn

I know i dont really Post very much i need to get better about that, but i really need everyone out there to please pray for my best friend She ran away and noone has seen her since Friday, Im really worried about her and would like for everyone to pray that shereturns home safely either on her own or found by her parents or the police. PLEASE pray for her and that he familey makes it through this.

Thank you

~Alisa

P.S. take a look at this new video i made today and let me know what you think.


www.youtube.com/Halotronsgurl7447