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Well Today All I really did was Bible study. I actually sat down and Read the bible and just did that all day. I got up from it to eat do chores and I got on the computer only once today. Im so proud of myself cuz normally im on it like 5 times a day. But today all my focus was on God and spending time with him. I Love him so much and am so glad I have him in my life now. i want to ask everyone to please pray for me. I want to be content with what I have and I have always sucked with contentment. I just Ask that everyone be praying for God to give me that contenment with Both him and Cj and everything that I have going on in my life right now. thank you all for all your help and please again I ask that you all tell your friends about my blog and have them come follow it. I am in some need for more followers. I have been praying and Am so happy becaus I just got a new follower today and Im so happy. thank you Ginger For following my blog and You too brooklyn. Thank you so much and I love you all. I will be praying for ya'll May God be with you in everything you do.

God Bless you all
~Alisa

PS. Also please pray for me about the 5th Sunday sing that I signed up for. I am Normally not good in crowds but I asked God and he told me to sign up. He also helped me see that im not doing it for the people in the church im doing it for Him and to help spred his Glory. thank you all

Without Walls Ministry!

Well I got back from Ministering to the little kids today and it really was such a blessing to be able to go and spend that time with them. I left with Mrs. Eva (a lady from my church), John Risher, And Jon (I keep forgetting his last name lol) We had a lot of fun. we got to the church in Charleston at 9:00 and then we split into our groups. I went to Back of the green (Neighborhood) and spent time with the kids. Little Nakaza Remembered me as well as Paris. The first thing they both said when they saw me was, "I want to get on your back" It was soo cute. They all had a good time and enjoyed the hot dogs and other things we brought them. I could feel the hand of the lord working today. Not only did we make those kids day and help their parents but we also made a few friends along the way. I was soo blessed to be able to go today. The devil tried to interfer by making us run a little behind and keep me from going but I had God on my side and everything turned out Great. I Thank the lord for the time I had today to spend more time with the kids and for helping me to get to know someone from my church that I didnt really know that well or talk to during church let alone outside of it. Now I have a new friend and I am very thankful for that oppertunity. Also I was sitting down on the couch a few minutes ago and was in the mood to write but I didnt know what to write about. The lord came in and Is now putting it on my heart to share it with all of you. I hope you enjoy it Its something I had asked the lord to Give me some insperation and I just started writeing without thinking about it till after it was all down on paper.


This is What I wrote. Let me know what you think please.

"Jesus has made a major impact on my life. He has helped me as well as sent me someone to love me and stand by me no matter what. He has shown me what real love feels like and how great it can be when you spred his love to others, What a huge difference it makes in other peoples lifes as well as my own. When I talk to these peopleI can feel the love of christ there and feel like I have friends who see it from my point of view as well as God's. I may have Streyed from the path in the beginning but now that I have him in my life I know that anything is possible and that with him I have nothing to be scared of. Yea I know that i'm going to fall short a lot more in my life as I walk the path he has set for me but I also know that I will have him to help pick me back up as long as I repent and truely mean it. He will always help me get back on track. So My advice to those of you thinking that there is no hope for you. Look twards God and ask for forgiveness and for him to work within your heart and he will always take care of you. All you have to do is ask. Call to him and he will answer everytime. It may not be what you want to hear or when you want to hear it but he will ALWAYS answer."

Well thats what the lord inspired me to write earlier please tell me what you think. Thank you again to all that read and/or follow my blog. I Thank God everyday for you guys.

God Bless you

~Alisa

Thank God!

Today was a long day but i had fun. I cleaned a little bit around the house and Got to talk to my Boyfriend. I am very happy about that he might not have work tomarow but we dont know just yet, Im going to Charleston tomarrow to minister to the little kids I visited a couple of weeks ago and just spend some time with them. I love the kids so much they are so sweet and are really a blessing from God, I am so thankful that he sent me there that day to meet them or else I would still be the same person I was before. I am Also very glad things are going so well with my Boyfriend and me. I love him so much and I thank God for him everyday. Thank you all who follow my blog and who at least read it. I am Eternally Greatful for all of your support. I will have an update posted when I get home tomarrow night,

Thanks again and God bless you all

~Alisa

Oh and please pray that my Friend recovers she was in a horrible Car accident the other night and she is going through some very scared feeling right now. She wasnt wearing a seat belt and should have died that night but thankfully the lord was with her and Protected her. I thank him for it Eternally as well.

Back again!!!

Ok well I just looked and noticed, Besides the Info about the giveaway I havent been on here in FOREVER so I figured I would get you up to date, My BF of 1 year and 5 months got into the Navy and ended up having to come home by docters orders, Well he gets home and his mom Made him get a job so he is signing for that tomarrow. NOW she is trying to get him to find a place of his own to go by (was sapposed to be friday but got moved) tomarrow. so I dont know how that is going to be going. Please Prey Also I would like you to prey for me. I really dont want to go into detail about it. But please prey for me I am soo scared. Thank you everyone who has been putting up with me. And I will try to post more often. Thank you.

~Alisa

BTW This is My BF He doesnt think he is cute even though i have told him countless times he is what do you think.

Complicated.

Ugggg the last couple of days have been really stressing. me and my boyfriend have been getting into arguments and stressing situations. If thats not bad enough I am kinda confused with how i feel. I LOVE my boyfriend to death but i also have feelings for this other guy that i have known for two years probobly more. Now i have never dated this other guy but he has always been there for me taking care of me like a brother but i have always had this little crush on him. I really just cant help myself. Well he is sapposed to be making me a song. he cant find the lyrics for it just yet but he does have the tune down and everything. its my birthday presant from him. =) Anyway i really like him and i think he is starting to like me i have no idea really but its just the way he has been acting lately.

While on the other hand i have done everything With my boyfriend i have been with him for almost 3 months and i am madly in love with him. We are engaged and everything and i dont want to lose him. But he is going through the same thing i am he is haveing mixed emotions about me and this girl that he dated for two years. its not as bad as it was in the begining but it still buggs me and i dont like her at all. She is a Bitch (sorry for my language) and i dont trust her around him because she has kissed him 3 times since me and him have been togeather and he has let her do it. i just dont know what to do anymore. Im like really confused right now and i have no idea what to do. so if some of ya'll could help me out it would be much appritiated.

Well in other news I went to get my permit and i failed the vision test (which i had a feeling would happen) i was kinda ticked off about it but im good now my mom is going to be setting up an eye appointment for me to go to the eye docter so that i can get my conacts back. then after i get my contacts then i will be going back to take the test again. So im happy about that.

Please give me you idea's on what i should do about these mixed emotions i have.

Well thats it for now. I got to go talk to my boyfriend he will be getting on the computer any minute now.

so yea leave comments and help me out please i would really apritiate it.

Thanks again

~Alisa

Hey guys

hey everyone whats up there is like nothing to do and so yea I'm like not doing anything really i just started praying and asking god for forgiveness (my mom doesn't know that little detail yet) yea Ive been like having all kinds of problems in the boy department and have no idea what I'm sapposed to be doing i have no idea who to choose so im staying single for a while at least till i figure it out so yea well im getting short on wut to say so ill getback on tomarrow

Love yall lots =)


Alisa