Long Time No See.

Heyy everyone it has been a LONG time since I posted last and I do apologize for that. I have strayed MUCH further from my loving heavenly father then I ever expected to. Things have gotten so tough and i have realized that after ALOT of disappointments that the reason that everything has been so messed up is because I do not walk beside my father anymore. I have been so preoccupied with getting ahead and thinking that i know what im doing and where im going that i lost him somewhere miles back. but I am working really hard on getting back to him. He is the only one who knows where im going right now. Its almost like when your parents take you out for your birthday when your younger but they want it to be a surprise so they dont tell you. You just have to trust that they know what they are doing and let them take you were they want you to go. You cant have control over everything all the time and Im just now starting to realize that. My life isnt anything like I want it to be right now and im working on changing that for the better and the only way to do that is to follow my father where ever he leads me. He would never walk me through anything that i can not handle. Sometimes I wonder if him having so much faith in ME is a good thing or not but then i remember that he knows what he is doing then i do. I love him very much and have been a complete wreck without him. He will always lead you down the right path but only if you are wise enough to let him. God gave us free will so he cant MAKE us do anything that we dont want to do. He gave us the option weather we wanted to follow or not. God loves all of his children and ONLY wants whats best for us. Show your love for him and your gratitude by choosing the right path and letting him lead you were your going. If you follow him he will NEVER stear you wrong. I guess thats it for now. Ill be doing my best to post more often now. and remember keep god in your heart and follow him and you will never go wrong. :) Have a nice night and God Bless. ~Alisa

Help

Well Wow its been a REALLY long time since I was on here last.....there has been so much going on....I have found a guy that i cant stop thinkin of and we got together and then we broke up and i still think about him and about how i want him back so bad....I fell in love with him.I can feel it....its so hard to explain its like something i just know.I also know that i have strayed WAY to far from the lord and have been having alot of trouble finding my way back to him. Every time i think im close something happens and i feel like im being drug back down and in the opposite direction. I have been trying to fight these demons that have been following me. but its just so hard. I dont really have many people to talk to to help me find my way back.and i know i cant do it on my own. I just want my life to be ok again. it just feels like i have been being taken around my butt to get to my elbow to get back to him. I feel like im haveing to walk through the depths of hell just to get to him and its driving me to a point of insanity. I need him but cant seem to find where he is knocking at. I feel like im lost in a dark maze. Can anyone tell me how i can fix this? please

GOOD NEWS!!!!!!

I got my Job at Cracker Barrel Old Country Store. I am a server. I JUST finished my training today and Get to find out when I have to go back. Then I will be on the floor by myself. So Happy. Its soo much fun and I love doing it. I actually made my first tip from a guy that I served today with my trainer he left the tip on the table then came back and gave me one. so it was amazing. I cant wait to go back the people are amazing and nice. I am Gonna love it there. So EXCITED. Wish me luck everyone ill try to keep you up to date but I might be having my hands full what with the job and The fact that im still in school its gonna be kinda hard to get back to you. as often as I would like to but I will do my best. Please bear with me. I love you guys and Thanks for sticking with me this long. :)

God Bless

~Alisa

Good News!!!

Hey Everyone,

I have some Awesome boyfriend and I just got a job. I start on the 11th of This month coming.I am going to be a server at Cracker Barrel Old country store. I'm so Excited. My Boyfriend is working at A Publix so we both have a job which is good :) I Cant wait to start working. I gotta get all the necessary Stuff for my uniform and then I can go in and start. So excited :) I thank God so much for such a blessing.He is my Strength and I couldn't do anything without him. Im so glad to have him in my life now.

God Bless
~Alisa

HAPPY EASTER!!!!

Hey everyone Hope your easter is going awesome I know mine is. I went to church this morning and the service was amazing. Then I came home and there was a guy here tht my uncle knows His name is Andrew I was to Scared to ask his last name or for his number but oh well If its ment to be He will be brought around again. After he left my mom and I went walking and Got some exercise and had a long Needed talk. Everything has been falling apart recently and It started to look up today So i am very greatful for that. I love God so much. and I thank him for everything he has done for me. I rededicated my life to him today during church and I am going to try to follow him to were he wants me. I dont want to lose my way but I know im gonna fall. I also know that If i put my trust in him he is always gonna help me stand up and brush myself off. :)

Please Keep me in your prayers.

God Bless

~Alisa

Cbox Visitors

Hey everyone. I am so glad you have all been keep up and praying for me. I really appreciate all the cool comments about my blog. If you would want me to look at yours Please leave ma a comment either in the cbox or on one of my Post with the link to get to your blog. I would love to follow and look at everyone's blog. thank you all for your awesome support. As for me. Well I am really excited about Monday night. This amazing guy has offered to take me and my Parents out to dinner. He offered to pay and everything. I really like him but i don't know if he likes me or not He is kinda one of those guys that's really hard to figure out. I can normally read people pretty well and i just cant read him like i can everyone else. Its really actually kinda frustrating. I am really interested in finding out why God brought this amazing guy into my life. I know its for a reason. I just don't know how to tell if he likes me. Oh well I guess we will find out on Monday :) wish me luck :P But back to the original Reason I posted this. Again I ask that anyone who wants me to take a look and follow their blog please leave the link to get to it and I would be more then happy too :)

God Bless You All

~Alisa

Heyy

Hey everyone, Its been forever since I posted last. Since then alot more has happened. I'm still going to school and am currently looking for a job. Also On the agenda of my life Me and my Boyfriend...."Fiance'" Of a little over 2 years broke up for good this past week, I haven't cried at all. I know that God does all things for a reason and that if he broke us up that means there is just something so much better around the corner. Although I am a little flustered with This guy i was dating because he stole somethings from me when we broke up and wont give them back. I am working on a way to get it all back. I will be honest. I have my sights set on an amazing guy. He is a total sweet heart and he treats me amazing. He is a really good friend of mine and I am starting to like him more. I dont know what I would do without him. I am praying that God will help me and keep his hand on my shoulder and Lead me down the path I need to go down. All I want is to make God Proud. I love him very deeply. With God all things are possible and I know that he wouldnt give me any more then i could handle. I need to start posting more. and i will be working hard to do so. I have been having some writers block recently but i think thats over for a while anyway. Thank you to all of you who have been here even though ive been a horrible blogger,

I love you guys so much
If you have any suggestions on what i should do or question on anything or just wanna talk send me a message I love talking and helping people.

God Bless All

~Alisa