Heyy

Hey sorry i know i havent wrote in a while but i have been real busy trying to get everything situated. My boyfriend is turning 18 next month im not all to happy about it but at the same time i am. Im trying real hard to earn the money to buy him a present that he has wantede for like a little over a month now and i think he is really gonna like it. Im getting him a new Nintendo DSI he is a really big nerd and likes that kinda stuff so yea. But any way we just had our 3 month anniverary this past sunday and it was Amazing. Uggg i also have to go get my glasses Like the weekend before His birthday so yea he is buggin me about that. Welll there isnt really much else to say except school is going good. but i do miss all my friends. WEll thats it for now. Ill post more tomarrrow.
Lots of love.

~Alisa

Complicated.

Ugggg the last couple of days have been really stressing. me and my boyfriend have been getting into arguments and stressing situations. If thats not bad enough I am kinda confused with how i feel. I LOVE my boyfriend to death but i also have feelings for this other guy that i have known for two years probobly more. Now i have never dated this other guy but he has always been there for me taking care of me like a brother but i have always had this little crush on him. I really just cant help myself. Well he is sapposed to be making me a song. he cant find the lyrics for it just yet but he does have the tune down and everything. its my birthday presant from him. =) Anyway i really like him and i think he is starting to like me i have no idea really but its just the way he has been acting lately.

While on the other hand i have done everything With my boyfriend i have been with him for almost 3 months and i am madly in love with him. We are engaged and everything and i dont want to lose him. But he is going through the same thing i am he is haveing mixed emotions about me and this girl that he dated for two years. its not as bad as it was in the begining but it still buggs me and i dont like her at all. She is a Bitch (sorry for my language) and i dont trust her around him because she has kissed him 3 times since me and him have been togeather and he has let her do it. i just dont know what to do anymore. Im like really confused right now and i have no idea what to do. so if some of ya'll could help me out it would be much appritiated.

Well in other news I went to get my permit and i failed the vision test (which i had a feeling would happen) i was kinda ticked off about it but im good now my mom is going to be setting up an eye appointment for me to go to the eye docter so that i can get my conacts back. then after i get my contacts then i will be going back to take the test again. So im happy about that.

Please give me you idea's on what i should do about these mixed emotions i have.

Well thats it for now. I got to go talk to my boyfriend he will be getting on the computer any minute now.

so yea leave comments and help me out please i would really apritiate it.

Thanks again

~Alisa

Noone tagged me but it looks like fun so i figured id do it anyway.


Starting Time: 8:30 am
Name: Alisa Wilson
Sisters: 2
Brothers: 2
What are you wearing? Whit and blue shirt, blue jeans, white socks, and brown boots
Favorite Number: 17
Favorite Drink: Ice cold tea
Favorite Month: December
Favorite Breakfast: Pancakes
Love someone so much who made you cry? yup
Broken a bone: no
Been in a police car: yea (but not cuz i was in trouble)
Been on a boat? Yes.
Came close to dying: yea
Been in a hot tub: No
Swam in the ocean: YUP
Fallen asleep in school: yea
Cried when someone died: yea when my nanny and papa died
Fallen off your chair: More times then i can count

**************** What is**************

Your room like? Plain right now
What’s right beside you? My brother
What is the last thing you ate? DINNER

--------------------- Ever had --------------------

Chicken pox: Yea i think so.
Sore throat: YES! I HAVE ONE RIGHT NOW!!! ARGH!!!
Stitches: Yea

-------------------- Do You -----------------------

Like picnics? sometimes
Like School? depends on if i go to the same school as my boyfriend :)

------------------------ Questions ---------------------

Who was the last person you danced with? CJ (My boyfriend)

Who makes you smile? CJ
Who Did you last yell at? CJ
Do you like filling these out? yea it gives me something to do while i wait
Do you like yourself? yea i guess.

-------------------Final Questions---------------------------
What are you listening to right now? Taylor Swifts "Our song"
Do you hate someone in your family? No
What car do you wish to have? Red convetty convertible
Good singer? yea so im told
Indoors or outdoors? OUTDOORS but indoors latley

-------------------------- Today did you ----------------------------

Talk to someone you like? no.... i talked to someone i love though
Get sick? not really
Sing? yea
Miss someone? YEA!!

---------------------Last person who ----------------------
You talked to on the phone with? CJ
Made you cry? CJ
Went to the mall with? My family a LONNNNG time ago
Been to Europe? no
Been to Asia? No.
Been to Russia? No
Been to the Bahamas? No.
Been to Mexico? No.
Been to Canada? No!
Been to Africa? No

----------------Random-----------------------
What books are you reading right now? Breaking dawn

Best feeling in the world? Love
Future kids name? Allison if its a girl or Alex if its a boy

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Mayyyybeeeeee. oh ok you caught me YES!!!! lol
What's under your bed? a really hideous monster with 1000000000 hands and 5100000000 eyes
Favorite location? In My cj's arms
Who do you really hate? CJ's ex MINDY
Do you have a job? Mmmm yea i guess you could say that... CHORES!!!
Are you lonely right now? yea i want to see my baby
Time Finished:8:54

I think this quiz is called something like 'The longest post you'll ever do' or something. Boy were they right. This only took 24 minutes but only because it wasnt the only thing i was doing at the time.lol