Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG today Was the longest day i have had in a while and it was full of so much drama. OK so help me out here okay? My so called "best friend" has been talking to my boyfriend the last couple of weeks... And she knows that me and him go out but she still sits there and flirts with him. she has grabbed his chest and she keeps hugging up on him and everything. ok and if that isnt bad enough she sits there and askes me if he can help her learn how to play Yu-gi-oh i tell her no because he is teaching me and his little sister and he cant help ut 2 people at a time and she says ok. well then she goes behind my back and askes for his help anyway. and now she is sitting there and today she started hitting on my brother. she is really starting to make me mad and i dont know what to do. does anyone have any suggestion's? well in other news i get to see my boyfriend tomarrow so im happy about that. and i am also going to get to see the twilight movie with him. so that 2 score points for me right there. lol Well i guess thats it for tonight ill write again tomorrow

Much love and god bless

~Alisa

Im back again

Hey guys sorry i havent written in a while i have been real busy. spending time with my boyfriend and helping out around the house. Well i feel like crap right now. I think my boyfriend got me sick. Oh well i still love him lol Anyhoo other then being sick it has been great around here. My boyfriend is great he treats me right and yes we have had our fair share of fights but we love eachother so we get through it. well i guess thats it for the update ill try to post something tommarow. if im not still feeling like i am today. i just want to curl up in a ball and never wake up. but oh well. ill talk to you guys later

Lots of love

~Alisa

YAHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!! Only one more day before My 2 month anniversary with CJ (My boyfriend) and then i get to see him and spend time with him. i still cant believe that its been 2 months already. i honestly didnt think i would last this long. i though he would find someone better then me by now like all my other ex's but i guess i was wrong. which im happy about this time :) Well My brothers and sister are all slowly driveing me crazy.CJ thought i had lost my mind last night. (wont go into detail there) lol. Well CJ has Actually been a really good influence on me. Im doing my chourse around the house and helping my mom out alot more then i normally do. yea ill get an attitude at first but i do it because if i dont i dont get to see CJ over the weekend which is really the only time i get to see him unless its a special occasion cuz he goes to high school during the week so i only get to see him on the weekends. but thats ok ANY time i get to spend with him is good enough for me till we live togeather and i get to see him everyday. Well i have to go for now. hope you are enjoying my blog i know i still have alot to do with it but hopefully its better then it started out being.

Lots of love


Alisa

Looooong Weekend

Hey guys Sorry i havent posted in the last couple of days i have just been busy. I went to my boyfriends house Sunday and he came over here Saturday. We had lots of fun and were both really happy to get to spend so much time together I really cant wait till Thursday Cuz thats going to be our 2 month anniversery so Im really happy about that. to be honest i didnt think we would actually make it this far. i figured he would find someone better by now. but apperantly god loves me enough not to take away the peron that im completely in love with away from me again. I have had this one other guy that i thought i was in love with but he treated me like crap and ended up leaving me for another girl. but yea ANYWAY. dont really like talking about that. Well yea like i said i Cant wait till thursday its gonna be so much fin and we get to celebrate over the weeekend since he has school that day and the next. so im going to go and visit him and spend time with him for our anniversery this weekend. Well i guess thats it for now i have to go and do my chores before My boyfriend gets on and talks to me. Well ill talk to you guys later.

Alisa

Twilight Give away

Hey guys there is a Twilight Giveaway going on. If your a Twilight Fan go here and do as it tells you and you are eligible to win. http://frugalupstate.blogspot.com/2009/03/twilight-giveaway.html Im sighned up and i really hope i win. I LOVE the twilight book. Well comment me and let me know how it goes for you. And good luck to you all.

~Alisa

Twilight

OMG im reading the 4th book now and let me tell you I think everyone is gonna like the surprise twist When you start reading. You wont expect wuts to come. :) well i LOVE twilight Its like my all time favorite series of books and i havent been able to put it down as soon as im done with one i go back and get the next one off the shelf. Well My Favorite Characters are Edward...DUH!!!!!!!!!!, Jacob, and the little surprise twist. I kinda feel like i am bella i know how she felt and everything it was amazing. Well thats all i got for now im gonna go and finish reading im already almost done with this book and its only my 3rd day reading it. I think i have like3 or 4 chapters left and then ill be done. :( but ANHYWAY ill Write again as soon as i can. Plz message or contact me if there is anything you would like to know. :) thank you

~Alisa

The poem I wrote for my Boyfriend

ok this is a better one i wrote plz post a comment and tell me what you think

His hair shines Brown on the baby blue sky
While his beautiful brown eyes stay locked on mine
A kisss on my cheek as gentle as wind
Sends butterfly's zooming
I never want it to end

I grab his hand and hold on tight
As we fly through the forest faster then light
We stop in the middle next to a beautiful tree
and at this moment we feel happy and free

Until the time comes when we must say our goodbyes
and as he is leaving a tear escapes my eye's
But i dont let it bug me for i know for a fact
He'll be back soon and then i'll be in his lap

I think this one turned out better then the last one. comment and let me know wut you think

Agrivated like Always

ugggg!!!! I cant take much more before i flip out. Im getting really tired of this one girl telling me what to do and calling me naive. Its getting so Annoying and i just want go beserk on her. i try to be nice to her because my boyfriend is friends with her but i dont know how much longer i can be nice to her.idk how anyone can stand her. honestly idk why he keeps her around as a friend. WEll other then that everything is good my Dad has been working alot lately but he still takes time to make sure we get what we need and do things we ask him to. My mom is fun to be around when she isnt mad at me for doing something stupid(AGAIN) lol and my brothers and sister... Well they are my brothers and sister not much to say there lol My boyfriend is Awsome and he is treating me amazing he is the sweetest thing ever. :) i love him with all my heart. OMG i cant wait till april im going to the prom with him. the theme is a night in paris so im going to be wearing a black dress a pair of stilettos and im going to have my hair pulled to the side. im going to look so amazing :) lol well i cant wait but i can at the same time because i wont know hardly anyone there.so :( YIKES lol well anyway im going to go call my boyfriend now so ill write more tomarrow :) plz rate and tell your friends to stop by and look at my blog.
kk ill talk to yall tomarrow. :)

In dedication to my love. Rough Draft so dont laugh

It all feels so real like nothing have felt before
Its like when im with him i feel safe and secure
Like nothing can hurt me...Nothing bad like before

I want to Start crying because i dont want to lose anymore
If i lost him i dont know what i would do
probably move somewhere they would say "Alisa who?"


His hair shines Brown on the Baby Blue Sky
While his beautiful Brown eye's stay locked on mine
He looks at me a smile slowly starting to form
He gets down on one knee and says
"Marry me you wont have to be alone anymore"


As i scream yes im pulled into a deep loving kiss
When the kiss breaks my eyes are wide in shock
He smiles at me and says
"I love you baby, Always and forever and forever more


In Dedication to my love and inspiration CJ Ramey. Who i love with all my heart





If there is something you would like me to change or have any idea's on how to make it sound better plz comment me with your suggestions
Thanks for your help

Alisa Wilson

My New Man!!!

Hey Guys,
I know I haven't wrote anything in a while I have just been really busy with School and talking to my boyfriend. Well my boyfriend is 17 years old and his name is CJ and I love him with all my heart and would be crushed if anything happened and i lost him. He is the sweetest, funniest, smartest and most amazing guy i have ever met. We have been together for a month now about to be 2 on the 19th. I was so shocked last night because he asked me to marry him. :) so that made me happy. At first i thought he was kidding but when i looked at him he was being seriouse. so im now engaged. :) Well anyway off that subject for now. I'm officely 16 and have YET to get my permit. Ugggggg *Stomps foot* Mom says i can get it on April 1st but i dont want to wait. AND on top of that i found out i cant get a job until AFTER i turn 18 beacuse it will take away from my moms disabitlity Check. its so stupid.so i have no money AND no way to go see my friends. Its driving me crazy. Well i have to go for now. post comments thanks

~Alisa