Heyy

Hey sorry i know i havent wrote in a while but i have been real busy trying to get everything situated. My boyfriend is turning 18 next month im not all to happy about it but at the same time i am. Im trying real hard to earn the money to buy him a present that he has wantede for like a little over a month now and i think he is really gonna like it. Im getting him a new Nintendo DSI he is a really big nerd and likes that kinda stuff so yea. But any way we just had our 3 month anniverary this past sunday and it was Amazing. Uggg i also have to go get my glasses Like the weekend before His birthday so yea he is buggin me about that. Welll there isnt really much else to say except school is going good. but i do miss all my friends. WEll thats it for now. Ill post more tomarrrow.
Lots of love.

~Alisa

Complicated.

Ugggg the last couple of days have been really stressing. me and my boyfriend have been getting into arguments and stressing situations. If thats not bad enough I am kinda confused with how i feel. I LOVE my boyfriend to death but i also have feelings for this other guy that i have known for two years probobly more. Now i have never dated this other guy but he has always been there for me taking care of me like a brother but i have always had this little crush on him. I really just cant help myself. Well he is sapposed to be making me a song. he cant find the lyrics for it just yet but he does have the tune down and everything. its my birthday presant from him. =) Anyway i really like him and i think he is starting to like me i have no idea really but its just the way he has been acting lately.

While on the other hand i have done everything With my boyfriend i have been with him for almost 3 months and i am madly in love with him. We are engaged and everything and i dont want to lose him. But he is going through the same thing i am he is haveing mixed emotions about me and this girl that he dated for two years. its not as bad as it was in the begining but it still buggs me and i dont like her at all. She is a Bitch (sorry for my language) and i dont trust her around him because she has kissed him 3 times since me and him have been togeather and he has let her do it. i just dont know what to do anymore. Im like really confused right now and i have no idea what to do. so if some of ya'll could help me out it would be much appritiated.

Well in other news I went to get my permit and i failed the vision test (which i had a feeling would happen) i was kinda ticked off about it but im good now my mom is going to be setting up an eye appointment for me to go to the eye docter so that i can get my conacts back. then after i get my contacts then i will be going back to take the test again. So im happy about that.

Please give me you idea's on what i should do about these mixed emotions i have.

Well thats it for now. I got to go talk to my boyfriend he will be getting on the computer any minute now.

so yea leave comments and help me out please i would really apritiate it.

Thanks again

~Alisa

Noone tagged me but it looks like fun so i figured id do it anyway.


Starting Time: 8:30 am
Name: Alisa Wilson
Sisters: 2
Brothers: 2
What are you wearing? Whit and blue shirt, blue jeans, white socks, and brown boots
Favorite Number: 17
Favorite Drink: Ice cold tea
Favorite Month: December
Favorite Breakfast: Pancakes
Love someone so much who made you cry? yup
Broken a bone: no
Been in a police car: yea (but not cuz i was in trouble)
Been on a boat? Yes.
Came close to dying: yea
Been in a hot tub: No
Swam in the ocean: YUP
Fallen asleep in school: yea
Cried when someone died: yea when my nanny and papa died
Fallen off your chair: More times then i can count

**************** What is**************

Your room like? Plain right now
What’s right beside you? My brother
What is the last thing you ate? DINNER

--------------------- Ever had --------------------

Chicken pox: Yea i think so.
Sore throat: YES! I HAVE ONE RIGHT NOW!!! ARGH!!!
Stitches: Yea

-------------------- Do You -----------------------

Like picnics? sometimes
Like School? depends on if i go to the same school as my boyfriend :)

------------------------ Questions ---------------------

Who was the last person you danced with? CJ (My boyfriend)

Who makes you smile? CJ
Who Did you last yell at? CJ
Do you like filling these out? yea it gives me something to do while i wait
Do you like yourself? yea i guess.

-------------------Final Questions---------------------------
What are you listening to right now? Taylor Swifts "Our song"
Do you hate someone in your family? No
What car do you wish to have? Red convetty convertible
Good singer? yea so im told
Indoors or outdoors? OUTDOORS but indoors latley

-------------------------- Today did you ----------------------------

Talk to someone you like? no.... i talked to someone i love though
Get sick? not really
Sing? yea
Miss someone? YEA!!

---------------------Last person who ----------------------
You talked to on the phone with? CJ
Made you cry? CJ
Went to the mall with? My family a LONNNNG time ago
Been to Europe? no
Been to Asia? No.
Been to Russia? No
Been to the Bahamas? No.
Been to Mexico? No.
Been to Canada? No!
Been to Africa? No

----------------Random-----------------------
What books are you reading right now? Breaking dawn

Best feeling in the world? Love
Future kids name? Allison if its a girl or Alex if its a boy

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Mayyyybeeeeee. oh ok you caught me YES!!!! lol
What's under your bed? a really hideous monster with 1000000000 hands and 5100000000 eyes
Favorite location? In My cj's arms
Who do you really hate? CJ's ex MINDY
Do you have a job? Mmmm yea i guess you could say that... CHORES!!!
Are you lonely right now? yea i want to see my baby
Time Finished:8:54

I think this quiz is called something like 'The longest post you'll ever do' or something. Boy were they right. This only took 24 minutes but only because it wasnt the only thing i was doing at the time.lol

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG today Was the longest day i have had in a while and it was full of so much drama. OK so help me out here okay? My so called "best friend" has been talking to my boyfriend the last couple of weeks... And she knows that me and him go out but she still sits there and flirts with him. she has grabbed his chest and she keeps hugging up on him and everything. ok and if that isnt bad enough she sits there and askes me if he can help her learn how to play Yu-gi-oh i tell her no because he is teaching me and his little sister and he cant help ut 2 people at a time and she says ok. well then she goes behind my back and askes for his help anyway. and now she is sitting there and today she started hitting on my brother. she is really starting to make me mad and i dont know what to do. does anyone have any suggestion's? well in other news i get to see my boyfriend tomarrow so im happy about that. and i am also going to get to see the twilight movie with him. so that 2 score points for me right there. lol Well i guess thats it for tonight ill write again tomorrow

Much love and god bless

~Alisa

Im back again

Hey guys sorry i havent written in a while i have been real busy. spending time with my boyfriend and helping out around the house. Well i feel like crap right now. I think my boyfriend got me sick. Oh well i still love him lol Anyhoo other then being sick it has been great around here. My boyfriend is great he treats me right and yes we have had our fair share of fights but we love eachother so we get through it. well i guess thats it for the update ill try to post something tommarow. if im not still feeling like i am today. i just want to curl up in a ball and never wake up. but oh well. ill talk to you guys later

Lots of love

~Alisa

YAHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!! Only one more day before My 2 month anniversary with CJ (My boyfriend) and then i get to see him and spend time with him. i still cant believe that its been 2 months already. i honestly didnt think i would last this long. i though he would find someone better then me by now like all my other ex's but i guess i was wrong. which im happy about this time :) Well My brothers and sister are all slowly driveing me crazy.CJ thought i had lost my mind last night. (wont go into detail there) lol. Well CJ has Actually been a really good influence on me. Im doing my chourse around the house and helping my mom out alot more then i normally do. yea ill get an attitude at first but i do it because if i dont i dont get to see CJ over the weekend which is really the only time i get to see him unless its a special occasion cuz he goes to high school during the week so i only get to see him on the weekends. but thats ok ANY time i get to spend with him is good enough for me till we live togeather and i get to see him everyday. Well i have to go for now. hope you are enjoying my blog i know i still have alot to do with it but hopefully its better then it started out being.

Lots of love


Alisa

Looooong Weekend

Hey guys Sorry i havent posted in the last couple of days i have just been busy. I went to my boyfriends house Sunday and he came over here Saturday. We had lots of fun and were both really happy to get to spend so much time together I really cant wait till Thursday Cuz thats going to be our 2 month anniversery so Im really happy about that. to be honest i didnt think we would actually make it this far. i figured he would find someone better by now. but apperantly god loves me enough not to take away the peron that im completely in love with away from me again. I have had this one other guy that i thought i was in love with but he treated me like crap and ended up leaving me for another girl. but yea ANYWAY. dont really like talking about that. Well yea like i said i Cant wait till thursday its gonna be so much fin and we get to celebrate over the weeekend since he has school that day and the next. so im going to go and visit him and spend time with him for our anniversery this weekend. Well i guess thats it for now i have to go and do my chores before My boyfriend gets on and talks to me. Well ill talk to you guys later.

Alisa