Heyy

Hey everyone, Its been forever since I posted last. Since then alot more has happened. I'm still going to school and am currently looking for a job. Also On the agenda of my life Me and my Boyfriend...."Fiance'" Of a little over 2 years broke up for good this past week, I haven't cried at all. I know that God does all things for a reason and that if he broke us up that means there is just something so much better around the corner. Although I am a little flustered with This guy i was dating because he stole somethings from me when we broke up and wont give them back. I am working on a way to get it all back. I will be honest. I have my sights set on an amazing guy. He is a total sweet heart and he treats me amazing. He is a really good friend of mine and I am starting to like him more. I dont know what I would do without him. I am praying that God will help me and keep his hand on my shoulder and Lead me down the path I need to go down. All I want is to make God Proud. I love him very deeply. With God all things are possible and I know that he wouldnt give me any more then i could handle. I need to start posting more. and i will be working hard to do so. I have been having some writers block recently but i think thats over for a while anyway. Thank you to all of you who have been here even though ive been a horrible blogger,

I love you guys so much
If you have any suggestions on what i should do or question on anything or just wanna talk send me a message I love talking and helping people.

God Bless All

~Alisa

Heyy

Hey everyone Im back. Its been soo crazy around here, I have been feeling bad the last couple of days but I went to the beach today and I felt soo much better. I have also come to a new understanding of my relationship with God. I wish to follow him in whatever way he is leading me. God is My protecter and I love him. I feel like he is leading me in this direction for a specific reason and I entend to follow no matter what. I know that he would never lead me into anything that I would not be able to handle. I trust him to lead me through this and to help me understand the meaning behind it. :)

God Bless

~Alisa

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so I know that i have been really horrable at posting this last couple of months. But I have had alot going on. I have had some not so good drama going on. But I want to start this post off with some AWESOME news. I think you will all be happy to hear that everything with me and CJ (My wonderful Boyfriend) Have FINALLY worked things out. He had gone to mississippi and we had some problems when that happend but we worked through it and are now very happily ENGAGED !!!!!!! I am soo happy now. I love him with all of my heart and wouldnt trade him for anything in this world. I have been going through alot of other things as well. Please bear with me as I am also trying to find a job and finish my schooling. I will be trying to post more often.
I will post more later today after I have had a chance to spend time with my wonderful boyfriend. I love him so much. and I also love you guys for putting up with my sucky blogging keep up.

Love you all

Ill keep you updated.

God Bless God Bless

~ Alisa

Update.

Hey everyone. Just thought i would give y'all an update. I got my tonsils out yesterday I'm still in pain. My Bf was there even though we had a Huge fight the night before, The first thing he said when he came in the room was "I may be a douche I maybe anything else in the whole world but I'm not gonna leave you here alone to be scared" lol So that made me happy that he was there. He actually told me he started crying because I looked so helpless and weak and tired. He had never seen me like that before and Not been able to do anything about it. I told him that "ya never know it maybe a blessing in disguise Maybe its god telling us that there is more important things going on right now that we need to be focusing on." that's my opinion on it i mean i may be wrong but that's just what i think. Well I am taking meds for the pain but i cant have Ice cream till friday. Only ice pops and Jello and some luke warm and cold soft things

I will be keeping y'all posted.
I love you all

God bless
~Alisa

Back again

Hey everyone. I first wanted to thank you all for your prayers and thank you for sticking by my side even though I have been a HORRIBLE blogger for a while now. I kinda strayed from my path these last couple of months which is why I haven't been on and blogging like I used to. I am getting back to were I was before now. and I'm very happy to see that you guys haven't forgotten or given up on me. I also wanted to ask for you guys to do some more praying for me. I am Currently looking for a job and haven't had any luck yet. I'm not stressing about it because I know that with Gods guidance and love I will end up in the place that I'm meant to be. I am very happy to be back I have missed you guys so much. And again I am very thankful and touched that you have all stayed and prayed (Rhyme Not intentional LOL) for me even when I wasn't present to appreciate them. Thank you all so much. I love you all. Other then that everything has been crazy around here I took my practice GED and past everything BUT my math. Which sucked. I was so upset. So I'm still in the classes doing the math on my own..(Witch I don't understand what the point in going to the class to do something I can do at home But oh well) I lost a good friend to me earlier these last couple of months and he hasn't spoken to me and when I tried to make contact with him he sent his girlfriend to tell me he didn't want to talk to me anymore. I don't know what to do with that. My birthday Is coming up quick and I will officially be 18. On top of that Me and My boyfriend will be together for 2 years as of January 19Th so That's REALLY exciting. Lol Well enough about my life lol how have you all been? Again I'm sorry for being Such an awful blogger.

I love you all

God Bless
~Alisa

Back for an update

Hey everyone i know i aint wrote in a while but just been sooo busy. good news though. me and cj got back togeather and im so happy im on my last 2 days of my ged class hopefully. i cant wait to finish. planning on going to collage afterwards still not sure. whatever god has in store for me is what i will do. please keep me in your prayers thank you all for following me even though im such a horrable blogger lol. I love you all.

Hey

Hey everyone I kno I aint wrote in a while Im starting to get really bad about that now. But anyway Everything is getting better over here and its been really busy. Im going to try to write more often cuz i miss you all so much. please keep me in your prayers. I love you all thats all i can post for now. Be back as soon as I can be lol

Love you all

~Alisa