SHEEEEEEE'S BAAAAAACCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!

Hey Everybody I am Back and So happy to be. I Have missed you all like Crazy! I have been keeping busy, What with hanging out with My new Best friend and All the Drama between me and CJ, Its been really busy over here! So How has everyone been? It has been crazy over here like I said. I Have a Favor to ask you all. Please Pray for me I am so confused right now. I still Care about CJ and he is going through some tough times right now but I also Really care about this Guy that I have been hanging out with all week, Only problem with him is the fact that he is taken and he doesn't want to hurt either one of us. I don't know what to do. I told him all I want is for him to be happy but its still hard. Ya know what I mean? I just don't know what to do he trusts me completely because He has told me a secrete that he hasn't even told his girlfriend the only people that know about it besides me are his family. I trust him completely and I really care about him. His family likes me, mine like him and he treats me really good. I care about him alot. But I really care about CJ alot to I just don't know what to do anymore, Please be praying that God will do what he thinks is best for me. And Again I am soo happy to be back I have missed you guys like crazy!!! Oh and Prism I haven't had the time to send that book yet but I will be doing that tomorrow, I haven't forgotten about you lol.

I love you all

God Bless
~Alisa

Be away for awhile

I have been temporarily banned from my mom's computer.Will explain more when I get back.Please don't go anywhere,I will miss you all.Please continue to pray for me.I will be back asap(depends how long until Mom decides to let me back on)


Love you All

God Bless

~Alisa

Winner!!!

The winner for the giveaway is Prism!Prism,please send me your address so I can get the book right out to you.Congratulations!And thank you to everyone who entered:)

Decisions

Uggg!! Has anyone ever had someone that claimed to love you act as if you would only follow their opinion even if it meant that you dropped your own? Has anyone ever tried to stand up for what you think is the right way for you only to have that other person throw a fit and tell you why what you think is wrong? OK now how many of those people HONESTLY Know that you love this other person and always followed what they thought until you finally got tired of this other person always putting you down, Especially, when it comes to something only YOU can decide? I Hate it when they do that. If its only something that you can decide why do other people always think that they have a right or say so in what you do? It doesn't matter if its someone you love or not. The only person that I can think of that is aloud a say so in what happens in our life is God,our parents too until we move out and have a family of our own, If its only something you can decide why let someone else, Weather you love them or not, make all your decisions for you. Its not their life so why do we treat them as if it matters what they think if it doesn't? Honestly what I think is that when we do something and we start to do better then someone else, We accomplish something someone else cant, It makes them feel Inferior and they think that they can slow you down by trying to take control of the situation and it will stop you from do what you think is right. The Truth is that the only thing they are doing is hurting you and themselves. I wish that he would understand that and just quite trying to control me. I know what I'm doing and if I dint then let me make my own mistakes, let me learn from them and just be there for me when it doesn't work out.I wish that he could see how much he is hurting me when he tries to take control and I wish that he would just be my boyfriend instead of acting like my Dad I have one of those already. I just want him there to love me and support me. Does anyone have an suggestions how how I can get him to see how I am feeling and how he is acting? Please comment and let me know, I could really use the help.

Thank you all for listening and being here for me.

God Bless

Alisa

P.S. The giveaway ends tonight at 11 so be sure to get your last minuet entry's in. The winner will be announce tomorrow

Tomorrow Is The Last Day!

OK Tomorrow is the last day to enter the Giveaway. The winner will be announced on Saturday. So tell your friends and make sure to enter yourself. I also wanted to tell you all that when you follow the blog its 1 entry and then you get another entry when you post a comment with your favorite summer memory and then you have one last entry when you tell about it on your blog. Good luck to you all.

God Bless,
~Alisa





I Belive! Do You?

Hey

Hey Guys I know that I havent written in a while I have been busy with school and stuff with my boyfriend so I havent had alot of time to get on here and post. I am trying to post more. I love you gys so much and I dont like that I cant post as often as I would like to. But let me catch you up to speed. Sunday I went over to My Boyfriends house and hung out all day. I then on monday got up and did everything that I was sapposed to. Yesterday My Wonderful Boyfriend took me to my GED class. My friend wasnt there agian im starting to get worried about him. please be praying and I will be back with more info soon. Love you all

God bless

~Alisa

My Insperation!

This Picture Inspires me everytime I see it because It shows me what true love really is. It shows me that No matter what happens God Can Do anything. He has kept me and My BF togeather for 1 year and 6 months and has helped us through alot of REALLY tough times. I am So thankful that I have him and The Lord and Its My insperation everyday! I Love My Boyfriend So much and he will Always be my Insperation to do whats right!!